Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Lost
How can someone be so lost? How can someone be so rooted in a church and yet be so blind?
I lost it on him. Sorry God but i just lost it. Despite the fact that i knew it would do more harm than good, and despite the fact that i've been sick the whole day, popping charcoal pills and all, I still snapped.
Is it his upbringing? His friends at school? Or friends at North Cluster. I don't know.. but i think it's just a sick demon holding on to his stronghold in his heart and mind.
I mean.. ???!! Where did anyone go wrong?
Please prove me wrong, someone.
Even the Lord cannot help people who do not want to be helped.John 8:32-33
